Dear,G

I'm very sorry
Thanks for everything you've been through with me.
I appreciate every monent you think of me.
You should have an easy romance.

Honestly,
No matter how much I am not satisfy with you,
The person I first think of when I wake up every morning is you,
The most expecting monent everyday is that I receive the message from you,
The most exciting monent is when I staying home and waiting for you to come to see me.

However, the distance feeling you give me makes me frustrated.
Half of my pressure is from you.
On the one hand,
I don't want to let you down.
Deep inside I want to show you my determination and dignity.
On the other hand,
I can not understand why the person who is supposed to love me without conditions asks so much for me.
If you were me, How would you feel?
All I want is you acting like a normal boyfriend,
I will more positive in that circumstance.

The attitude you performed yesterday made my heart broken,
I can't believe that is the man said "I love you" all the time,
I don't know what else I can expect given the situation above,
One of my New Year's Resolutions seems doesn't work very well,
I might need a miracle.

Love you& Hate you always,
X