2011年6月30日星期四

Day 1/30

Babe

It is the first day of thirty.
You are now one year older.
I woke up thinking about you, and continued throughout the day.
I wondered whether you managed to get on the bus on time.
I wondered whether you had time to eat breakfast.
I missed saying "talk to you at lunchtime"
I felt empty all day
I couldnt concentrate at all. The lectures were tediously slow. All I could think about was you and "David". I hope you had a good experience at the gym.

Thinking of you
GG

2011年6月25日星期六

宝贝,我想对你说的话

你见,或者不见我  
我就在那里  
不悲不喜  
你念,或者不念我  
情就在那里  
不来不去  
你爱,或者不爱我  
爱就在那里  
不增不减  
你跟,或者不跟我  
我的手就在你手里  
不舍不弃  
来我的怀里  
或者  
让我住进你的心里  
默然 相爱  
寂静 喜欢

2011年6月5日星期日

Ta,是幸福终点站么?

Dear babe GG,
My mode is fluctuating because of you. I am doing my best to earn your heart back now. Meanwhile, I am trying to heal my broken heart as well. Life is
being more tougher than ever before.I am so so worried that you will lose confidence of being with me.But still, I will try harder to proof that I deserve your love and care.

Babe, I know we have been through a lot, I know you have been hiding a lot of
angers and complains about me,I believe that you have your reason to feel insecure. I understand now, I think we can slow down and creat a new mode between us.

Babe, after I talked to my parents, I realised that I have missed a lot of
good thins about you&me. I am supposed to be happiness because of you. I hope you could understand me, because I am a person needs more senses of safty and love. What's more, I realised that I should have paid more attention on you rather than myself. Love is sacrifice. After all, our mutual happiness is what we are chasing all the way.

Babe I love you.
xiaxia

2011年6月4日星期六

宝贝,我爱你

宝贝,
我好难过好难过,但我都不敢跟你讲,我怕你跟我一起难受,所以我选择在这里留下文字。我想或许你已经忘记这个博客了,但我一直有来,只是我们都没有留下脚印。

宝贝,真的好想对你说,我们不要再吵了,不要再互相伤害对方了。跟你在一起的日子,我觉得特别安心,特别幸福,你不在我身边的日子,我觉得好灰暗,似乎干什么都是没有意义的。宝贝,我真的不想催你结婚的,我想让你安安心心的跟我在一起,我只是急着想跟你一起生活,才会那么焦急的催促你做这个做那个。我一直是相信你会把事情做好的。这些日子以来,我知道你为了我改变了许多,我很感激,也很开心,我知道我不会选错人的。

宝贝,我会答应你,好好经营自己的社交生活,好好做你心目中理想的另一半。但我只有一个要求对你,那就是好好爱我,疼我。不要担心我们结婚买房要花很多钱,我明白也理解,我们一起努力,找出一个最好的方案。结婚是我们两个人的事,不是我开心就够了,你也得开心。我们的幸福才是幸福。

宝贝,我希望以后不管遇到什么困难,你都愿意跟我一起面对,不要逃避,不要害怕,我一直在你身边。

我爱你,光。
夏夏